You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Monday, February 05, 2007, 2/05/2007 08:25:00 PM
i dun love myself...
i jus dun love myself... i noe we mus learn to love ourselves but i jus dun find anything in me to be loved... i find myself childish? maybe aik song is right... he asked me, "someone hates Jengila so much that they tak a np together?" i mus really thank aik song! this is like a wake up call to me! i said i hate her, i still tak np with her? what am i thinking?! yi hong and i should be gd frenz, y am i hating her now? y am i back to the Jocelyn in primary sch?! fren? dun fren?I DUN WAN!!!! i hav a true fren, yes. but i jus wanna mak things clear... y am i like 三分钟热度? or i too kind liao arh? accept ppl easily? or i too "choosy"? my fren abit not perfect then i hate them? anyone help me pls.. i very FAN!!! my head is going to *explode*... :P
i also find myself *irritating*... just feel so la... ask aik song lol... aik song, izzit arh?
so, u now noe y i DUN LOVE MYSELF? OMG, maybe i gt depression la... :P