You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Thursday, February 08, 2007, 2/08/2007 04:24:00 PM
i think i really affected his life...
this few days, dun see him as often as last time... maybe no fate? maybe his avoiding me? maybe i am avoiding him? heard wat Jen sae... feel that he might hav blocked me... this few days see him in sch also like not happy not happy de... am i the main cause? if i really am, i would really decide to give up on him... as in, stop FAN him... i do rather really be someone who only looks at his back view...this isn't the time to FAN him, he's having O levels and i think he's looking forward to it! he treats me as a fren and i should me grateful, k?! dun be greedy la... i really very scare i made him think too much... he will be stress!!! this izzit the ******** i wanna see! he's already not smiling oftenly, how can i stress him more and this will cause his face to be more glum all the time!!! i dun need him to feel the same for me like i feel for him, but i juz dun wanna him to hate me...