You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Monday, April 02, 2007, 4/02/2007 08:42:00 PM
am i selfish or are they too much?i really dunno leh...
one come and tell me then more and more come and tell me...
u all think i feel very gd???????? i am happy for u all but i dun understand YOUR thinking towards relationship!!!!! even a fren that hasn't tok to u for ages think u are ____ too!
i really dunno yr character la, dear? y do u always like to win? y can't u put yrself in others shoes? being with u day by day, i willl start dying day by day...
sometimes i really feel like bursting into tears in sch! at home, i can't sms much, when i online, mum will be unhappy, tok on the phone, also nt happy... i am really helpless la... y can't u guys just let me feel happier in sch?! i am keeping everything to myself cos i noe i will either hurt someone or the person might think i am unreasonable or even let out my secret when i tell them my feelings...
i just feel that nth is left for me... everyone took them away or they just left me without a word...e.g [u say u will always be by my side, but u left me with just ONE sentence!] [u left me without a word and i dunno when can i see u again] [u say u love me lots but in the end u left and forgotten completely wat u said]
sometimes i really dun wish to go to sch, this few days, i really feel that i need peace i need to think i need to calm myself down.... i noe u feel great when u finally found someone that can lend u his shoulders... so, u hav nth to worry. but u are only telling ppl how loved u are and putting more stress on the others... u only noe how to say SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY, wat more do u noe how to do? u would only push those FELLOWs that u think they sucks to me! actually they can be great! better than those GD LOOKING FELLOWs! u would only noe how to SUAN ppl and in the end, just say KAI WAN XIAO only la! wat's that?! wat if i do these to u?
JOCELYN TAN is nt the JOCELYN TAN anymore, dun look forward to the cheerful JOCELYN TAN anymore cos her days are nt as happy as those in her pri sch... JOCELYN TAN DIED TODAY!