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Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Thursday, September 27, 2007, 9/27/2007 05:34:00 PM
omfg! i am breathless la... so many popped up suddenly! i dun wan! wah! i so sianz... nobody can cheer me up la, maybe not even you... CAN I SAY I SUPER DUPER HATE JOCELYN TAN LA! WALAU, SHE SUCKS CAN?! can u jus stop all your rubbish? YOU! YOU! and YOU! arghs! i am going crazy! I DIDN"T GO TO THE LIBRARY BCOS OF HIM, I REALLY DID STUDY DE ! i dun wan any more misunderstandings between us liao la! it's more than enough! i don't wan to be one's replacement and i am not gonna tak u as one! MY FAMILY SUCKS! MY FRIENDS SUCKS(some la)! MY CHARACTER SUCKS! MY PERSONALITY SUCKS! I TOTALLY SUCKS LA! WHAT A BITCH I AM! stop viewing my blog if u really are, i dun wanna confuse you, and maybe u wouldn't even care! maybe u are hating me now or maybe u already do... sometimes it really hurts me to see your reaction and blah blah blah, ya maybe i am sensitive and shouldn't. but it's all bcos i love you too much and is afraid of losing you? i dunno! or maybe i had already lost you long time ago and it's impossible to patch back... i dunno le, maybe i wouldn't be doing anything at all cos i am really afraid of your ans... really... is good to see you smile and if maybe being your normal friend(maybe i am one of yours long ago)i can talk to you, laugh with you blah blah blah , i rather be one than to always wait for u to online and tok to you, sometimes we cannot really not tok for dunno how long? 1 week, i am already missing you... maybe i really dun hav the courage to always be the one who goes to you cos i am afraid u might find me irritating... for today, i jus wanna say... the percentage really doesn't matter at all! so wat if he's higher than u and you are higher than him! heck care it la! maybe like wat kexin say, u are jus that cool who always giv those type of face but u are not lik that when u will wif your friends and classmates... anyway, wat i say now,it's jus nth to you and maybe it's nth to you forever... like i told you... i will wait...
i have kept that thingy for so long..... and finally! today wif the help of my laogona and dear kexin, that thingy is finally yours! WAhHAhAHA! And ya! [Thanks so much for your science theory! <3 ] i did copy for you 2 pg lik that, cos teacher go through ma, jiu copy lol then actually planning to help u do corrections for chap8 but busy copying that so no time, i myself also nv copy until chap 8! hehe XD sry if u think wat i am doing is too busybody! oops! scold me of u wan bah! =)
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