You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007, 9/18/2007 09:19:00 PM
sian sian sian... i wanna go mediacorp! was planning to go also de... cos i hav a f***ing sis, i can't go! i wanna go la, for some particular reason and of course support LIN KELUN la! he's out in today's compeitition but i think he done well in the last round, the acting part.was quite shock when the judges say he didn;t done well. but i really think he done well leh, really! nvm.... cancel tuition today just to watch star search! hahaha! sms-ed wif ryan and yeah, he told me alot of meaningful things that mak sense... oh, thanks man! ;D will try to arrange time to meet up wif u for study! But i still wanna post on something la....i really don understand something u noe... why is it that everyboy will ask me the same q after a period of time? it happen 3 times to me le and i dunno how to ans them. maybe i am not prepared? or maybe i am not suitable in all this kinda thingy cos of my fucking character? or maybe it's really jus for fun? or maybe i dun love u deep enough! maybe all are the reasons... i dunno, i really dunno. i think i can't get into any relationhips unless i forget u, that is maybe impossible or maybe i can't and i dun wan, but i dun hav the courage to ask u for your ans and accept wadever ans u will give me.... maybe this will jus hav to go on... but i really hav enough of all this le! i dun wan and i dun need! maybe i would really need to tell u: sry, pls give me more time if not if we carry on, it's jus gonna be unfair to you and a torture to me...this hav happened to me 3 times and i always say i will try will try will try, but sry i can't... i noe it's irresponsible of me but it's really better if it ends eariler...i am sry sry sry, it's all becos of that stupid __________(dun wan say)!
i always can't bare to see u offline when i can only tok to u online.... nvm... anw, u are mine now! and somemore, i 'bought' u for free'! i will give u all my love! there's always still ppl to care for u, it's jus that they don't noe how to express themselves annd maybe u didn't notice! ;D dun forget, u still hav me wif u.... wat i wanna say after u offline....
