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    Jocelyn Tan
    23 March 1994
    i always fall for anything and everything
    that i know its impossible for me to have them.


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    Sunday, February 24, 2008, 2/24/2008 08:55:00 PM

    arghs, i am going crazy,
    yea, seriously real crazy!
    i hate myself la, wat am i doing?!
    and now i think he heard about the rumours.
    F**k! not only is he hurted, i am too.
    okay, scold me a bitch for all u wan,
    i dun mind.
    u think i am happy? i myself is already struggling.
    u ignore me now, so how am i gonna face you?
    i jus dun understand why can't u jus ask me.
    maybe my ans is not wat u expect,
    maybe i am jus not so happy lik u think.
    and should i jus ignore u and giv up on you,
    and we are not even frens, jus strangers.
    a stranger that can cause me to go crazy.
    i cried for u but not him.
    u said u might leave and now, your heart is
    really leaving.
    wat can i do? let it be bah.
    can i hav jus a last and first song from you?

    如果有一天我学会了放弃你, 不是因为我忘了你, 而是因为我太爱你.