You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Thursday, March 20, 2008, 3/20/2008 09:29:00 PM
Tmr is good friday! no school! YAY! :Dbut pinky isn't in singapore. :(
no shopping, no crapping, no gossiping, no cam-whoring! T.T
she said she would be able to come back on time to celebrate my birthday wif me and SHE BOOKED ME! :D
so i can't let ppl book me and ppl can't book me, cos i will be celebrating with my dearest laogong ar! :DD
birthday on sunday... currently nobody wans to jio me out. :( i believe this year's bdae will jus be lik last year's, BORING!
i wans to go out wif,
-edlyn
-pinky
-kexin
-cousins
-ALL FRENS
but maybe they aren't so free lik me huh? :(
mama says she will be bringing me to swensens, ONLY?! hahaha, kk, i noe i am greedy la! XD but i really dun noe wat to do ar, so sian, i wan to study and revise but i no mood, how i wish i can hav a long long sleep, the best is i dun wake up at all.
can i make my "birthday" wish first? as in wat i hope can happen on my bdae? =x
-pinky MUST come back and celebrate wif me!
-i wan to hear bdae song from kxkx!
-everybody will remember my bdae, at least send a greeting la! :(
-mama giv me play until morning on sat? or maybe fri? or maybe mon?
-at least let me rest on my bdae? no hw pls.
-bigbigsenior allows me to buy dinner for him! STOP JOKING WIF ME, SENIOR! XD
-i wan to meet up wif old frens, i miss them! T.T
-i wan my bangs to grow a little longer, pls?
-i wan to see ben!
I think it should be all bah! :D
i am in charge of the costume stuff for the class play in april, and it's driving me crazy la! ppl aren't cooperative, ask them bring clothes they dun bring, later borrow for them they dun wan wear! ROAR! somebody help me pls...
i think i am gonna quit guzheng soon. oh, i said wrongly, i CONFIRM WAN TO QUIT guzheng already. i am so damn fucking pissed off with this cca and that stupid *ahem* who said i change and become bad, influenced my frens and ask my frens not to mix too much with me. even if i really changed or maybe i didn't change, it's none of your business, u yourself said u are not our school teacher, so stop controling us la! i think i change, and i noe i change, i noe i become bad but i dun influence my frens? did i use a knife pointing at them, asking them to be late for cca and not to go for cca at all? i didnt, sometimes u jus hav to understand the full story before commenting on someone la. whether to go for cca anot, it's HER choice, i noe HER character very well and she isn't those girls that can be easily influenced by her frens around her, if u say i influenced HER, indirectly, u are also saying that she is bad, she follows wat i say, or watever shit la. from wat u say, it didn't change my mind of quitting this cca, the more u say, the more i have the urge i wanna quit. since i dun hav the heart in this cca and since i dun have the feeling that is pulling me to stay, i dun think i love this cca anymore. i decided to quit.
maybe it would be better off, u wouldn't hav to waste your PRECIOUS time waiting for us to come, u wouldn't hav to be angry anymore, u wouldn't hav to waste your time teaching a idiot lik me... i leave, u happy , i also happy. i am not pulling anyone to quit with me, i jus seriously is quitting and i wan to quit no matter wat, any other ppl who wans to quit, dun hav anything to do wif me, they themselves hav their reasons why they wanna quit, ask yourself, are u one of the reasons why they wanna leave this ensemble? take care guys in the ensemble! :D
all of you are great except for that bitch. i wish u all the best in SYF and also for tolerating that bitch's rubbish. I noe all of you hav the ability to do it , JIAYOU guys! :D
and and, thanks weilun senior for standing at my side ar! :D you cheer up too! :D
oh ya, JJ's having a autograph session at imm i think? i wan to go, but i can't find any crazy JJ fan around me! i wan someone that is crazy over JJ to go wif me! i dunno u also nvm la, make fren then go together! LOL :D
i can pestering pinky and kxkx about ... "________very shuai, _________very shuai!"
i goes on and on and on and i will scream when i saw him ar! went home wif kx today and crap about this on bus and i think SOMEONE who knows them heard, when i say say say then i suddenly look beside me, i STOPPED! cos i remember he's his fren! i and kx ps sia, but dunno he gt heard not la. *pray that he didn't*
woo~ kx wans to cut bangs too! :D
jus 2 words for u, "GOOD LUCK" :D