You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Sunday, April 13, 2008, 4/13/2008 10:13:00 PM
today is sunday but got to go back to sch!or maybe not sch? to paya lebar kovan cc for guzheng prectice. sian..
i was late! blame my
i diddn't wear them. i woke up at 7 and we will suppose to be in sch at about 0830,
then the HAO LIAN me thought i could SUCCESSFULLY put in my lenses in jus a few mins, so i didn't wake up eariler. -.- hahahha, this is the outcome, of being to CONFIDENT IN YOURSELF! LOL
ok, i was the last to reach! hahah maybe not last. but i still think it's last.
nvm, i least i WENT THERE MYSELF. XD
ok, up on the bus and we gt to settle down cos loving sec ones move here and there jus to make space for us. thanks sweeties! :D
and my crapping wif laogong starts! WAHAHAHAHAHAH! we laugh lik siao la!
ok, then quiet down liao, cos somebody is sms-ing. XD
reached and carried guzheng there then go hav breakfast.
ok, when we are eating, we also can laugh, funny la us!
we nth to do ma, jiu talk crap lol,
dun tell me my joke on "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL" mak u all laugh till lik tat ar...
but it's good u all laugh, then u noe there's a JOKE ! HAHA
ok, we headed back and start practising, sian la, so sian!
then liping came, *shall not mention*
*****SKIP*******
ok, guzheng end, carry up bus then head back/
went bugis wif laogong.
saw STAGE de tees,
but i bet those are fake,
i wan fo fareast~
there's a STAGE shop there!
someone bring me there, remember to bring enough money also. XD
ok, homed after that. :D
i dunno why i gt the feeling when i saw u being so close to them,
u say u dun bother and u are lazy to "fight" wif me,
i ask myself, do u love me? or maybe...
do i love you?
forget it la, u seems happy wif them
u can ignore my words
u can do that in front of me
then let it be,
i have been giving you hints,
you bodoh, dun understand.
i feel so bad, and ps
when i heard about your stuffs from ppl
and i dunno anything from it,
i will go "huh, really meh?"
and they will go,"u dunno meh?"
" nv tok to him meh"
damn it la, its so bloody sad lol.
maybe i am nobody to noe about your stuff.
then, i shall be your question mark(?)
and you shall be my question mark (?)
i wan:
- tragus piercing
- a tattoo(around hips, back,)
-a naval piercing
- a tongue piercing
hmm... currently all this.
okay. i noe your eyes must be opening real wide
and double check if u gt see wrongly not. XD
okay, nope, your eyes no problem, my tying also no problem.
i am really crazy over all this la!
all this need, MONEY, SUPPORT, ENCOURAGMENT?
okay, i noe it's really crazy la,
u might think i am ahlian or watever shit, but its ART man!
my mama dun allow me to hav all this! :(
i think if she happen to see this, she will really chase me out of house? =x
if i tell my dad all this, i think he will bang his head against the wall la!
hahahahah! i talked to my mama over tatttoo, and she say it leaves ppl a bad impression on you, and she say it looks very ahlian, and when one day i regret, i need to spend alot of money to remove it. aunty says its better for me to think again, and put it when i am mature enough.
arghs! i now see so many ppl having them, i so jealous can!!!!
i shall gei gei tok to my mama again.
bye peeps! :D
bigbigsenior dunno die till where liao,
i miss
his"indian fren" is better than him la,
at least he make me laugh till i can be admitted to the hospital already.
but that bloody asshole senior, smack him la!
dun ask him why, cos i hate him and i feel lik smacking him.
LIK REAL! LOL XD
Labels: i am starting to get jealous, i jus wish i was one of them.