You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Thursday, July 03, 2008, 7/03/2008 09:30:00 PM
What do i really want?
THURSDAY!tmr sch would be celebrating Youth day,
intend to pon,
but dun wanna miss good show ah!
LOL XD
today "divorce" with laogong again,
we everytime "quarrel" wan la,
when we quarrel, TADAH! the "seperation board",
will appear!
hahahhaha!
i think we are really talking very loudly in class lol,
kx and eunice sitting behind us also bth liao,
they said we are the patients from MENTAL HOSPITAL,
and they are the DOCTORS!
XD
laughed alot today also!
hahahha, 1st week is full of laughters man,
I WAN TO LAUGH TMR ALSO!
To LAOGONG! :
LISTEN! i wan to laugh tmr also okay, my dear?
dun get affected by stuffs,
everything someone does, he/she hav their reasons,
it might not be wat u think it might be.
i seriously have not see u lik this before,
i might not know how to comfort you,
but i seriuosly dun wish to see you like this,
dun forget, you still hav so many of us,
i am your LAOPO leh! dun forget ah,
i will always be there if u need a listening ear,
i might not be the best ear,
but pouring things are really better for you,
cry, scream, shout, for all you want,
trust me, u will feel better.
u can HAHAHAHAHA with me,
i can only say, U ARE A GREAT ACTRESS MAN!
it doesn't feel nice seeing u lik this,
i noe how u feel,
HEY my dear bitch, I LOVE YOU MAN!
i hope i can really hear TRUE, REAL laughters
from you.
i love the cheerful laogong i had.
things will turn better,
nth is impossible,
i believe he doesn't feel good too.
girl, SMILE! :D
LOVE YA! :D
arghs! have been really weird these few days,
the past keeps popping up in my head.
raaa! ;(
u look great recently,
but i seriously hate how u treat me that day.
wat was that? a joke? or a cold reply you?
i dunno.
gosh, i have a phobia towards guys now.
nah! i am not lesbian,
just how they treat girls,
and how girls ended being hurt lik fuck after relationships.
i am afraid of GAME OVER-s,
therefore, i dun have the courage to START A GAME,
you told me,
i need to start a game before i know the game is over.
it do makes sense,
but how do i ever know if this is a game worth playing.
i do rather not play the game if i knew i do lost a fren in the end.
:D
if i do lose a game in the end, i rather i dun play the game in the first place.
you have to know everything isn't easy.
talked to laogong alot in class today,
told her alot of stuff. ;(
its so long since i pour all my stuff out,
i feel lucky that there's someone to listen to me. :D
Labels: i admit i don't have the courage to love.