You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008, 8/26/2008 04:29:00 PM
好多好多的話想對你說 ♥
( 如果你也聽說 有沒有想過我 )
( which is the real me? )
Tuesday!
-super tired today!
-history lesson is super bored,
i'm starting to hate her lessons. ):
-chinese lesson didn't do her work,
slack instead!
-morning asked laogong wat prelim paper they taking today,
then only remembered bbs is taking emaths when i saw him.
arghs, shit!
he surely will fail de la, cos i didn't wish him!
LOL jkjk!
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-PE was abit "abnormal" today, classmates suggested playing catching.
LMAO! played a little only, look so stupid,
but everyone enjoyed! (:
-CME lesson, no assembly! slept for awhile, cos bth already!
-we were dismissed early today!
NO GOOD NO GOOD! LOL >.<
-went to buy sch shoe and homed. (:
p/s: sorry jengila, wasn't able to go jp with you,
cos we are going home.
p/p/s: damn, i feel like smacking that TALLIE's ass,
and putting glue on your chair. (:
i hate to prank ppl now.
cos it reminds me of that day,
the day when everything started,
when we aren't as close anymore.
if it wasn't me who thought of that idea,
there wouldn't be that "J" equation,
if there isn't,
maybe i would be talking to you now.
for now, i hate the letter "J".
and i hate equations.
i hate myself more,
because i started everything,
and i'm also the one who do not want to put a stop to this.
although it seems like i didn't lose anything,
but i lost the laughters we once had.
yes, we still talk now,
not as often,
i understand.
but everything seems so cold now,
so different.
but everytime when i see your screen name pops up,
eventually, i will smile.
then i will start panicking whether to talk to you not.
and thanks,
for you "hello" .
but i'm still afraid that what you are doing,
is just what you wanna do to make you feel better,
for hurting me.
i have a bucket full of craps,
to share it with you.
i'm such a foolish girl ,
to wish for a dream that wouldn't come through,
to wait for someone who doesn't love you,
to hold on to something that doesn't belong to you.
and still,
i don't mind.
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