You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Saturday, August 09, 2008, 8/09/2008 11:12:00 PM
Happy Birthday Singapore! (:
( Have you seen a star? )
-firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! (:
-43 years old only, still young la! hahaha
-didn't went to marina bay cos nobody to go with,
or rather the ones i want to go with me, either can't make it,
jiu shi don't want go. ><
-arghs, nvm . but i heaved a sigh of relief, when i saw so many ppl on tv.
*phew.
-didn't went out today also, cos lazy~
see la, same as that idiot now, lazy to do this, lazy to do that.
-slept at home instead. sleep till super shuang, but keep wake up.
-so there goes my SATURDAY~ ):
-everybody's PM seems to be "studying" OR "mugging",
but i haven't started eh! i haven do hw also. =x
-no motivation! :( nvm , will look for it soon.
-i am so wanting a HIGH WAIST SHORTS now la!
alot of ppl say saw really cheap ones, but i can't find.
any lobangs? (:
-buying gladiator sandals also, think mama gonna spons me!
-and hair extentions are
thanks to laogong~
i have always wonder,
why are so many stuffs,
running after me,
sometimes, i wish i was young like them,
know nothing, so that i wouldn't get affected so easily.
seriously, nothing went well for me these years,
family, friends, school, love....
nothing.
or maybe i am expecting too much from them?
i do wish i can run away from this problems,
but aren't i too irresponsible to do that?
i could only ignore them,
act as if i didn't care,
but on a smile and laugh like i am enjoying myself,
but actually who knows exactly what i am thinking,
how i am feeling,
i have nobody to pour out all my troubles,
or maybe i didn't want them to know,
or they just wouldn't wish to listen to me.
i never know,
i did try,
told them, so what?
even if i really tell them, that's nothing they can do.
even when i tell everything to the one who means most to me,
he tend to forget everything i told him,
which disappoints me.
why is she doing this to me?
why is she doing this to him?
why is she doing this to us?
why is he doing this to me?
why are they doing this to me?
why.
perhaps, nobody knows the answer.
there's too many whys inside me,
and nobody who ever be able to ans all of them,
cos no one bothers.
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