You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Saturday, August 23, 2008, 8/23/2008 01:42:00 PM
I have nothing with me.
( i felt so unwanted )
everything don't seems to be going the way i want it to be.
i am really tired,
i feel stress.
i seems to have everything,
but i don't.
i've never thought this would happen.
to me,
to us,
i've nv thought we would be like this.
we are one happy family in the past,
isn't it?
maybe we don't.
maybe there's no love between us.
maybe we aren't fated to be a family forever.
i've always love this family,
i've always thought that this would go on happily ever after.
i am wrong.
i think i am.
everything seems to dramatic,
i've never thought i would be acting in it.
can i stop this from happening?
do i have a choice?
can we still be one happy family?
what do you think?
i really find no more meaning to go on.
first, it was romance,
second, its family,
and the next?
will i lost my friends?
will i be down with nothing with me?
even if i do have someone to pour everything too,
it wouldn't change this scenerio isn't it?
i still have to continue acting.
i still have to say byebye.
i still have to end this show with a sad ending.
maybe there wouldn't be even audience.
so tell me, is this life?
its hell.
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