You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Friday, August 08, 2008, 8/08/2008 03:19:00 PM
What a wonderful National day eve.
[edited]didn't have dinner.
raaa! no appetite. :(
did you guys catch the opening ceremony of the BEIJING OLYMPIC GAMES? (:
or did you guys forget about it, like me?
ahahha.
Mr. twin reminded me!
and i immediately ran to watch it!
thanks bro! (:
it's super beautiful lol,
i keep screaming here and there, cos is really damn beautiful la,
how i wish i was there, screaming and clapping my hands real hard!
the stadium is damn big also can!
think the games start tonight right? =x
i not sure eh!
i am so gonna stay up to support SINGAPORE! (:
hahhaa,
furthermore, mama bought bubble tea and durian back,
i am damn full now, bloated!
arghs, how am i gonna sleep tonight! ):
and i think that S went MOS to enjoy himself already.
damn, i hate him. RAAA! (:
end here!
i wanna go marina bay tmr to watch fireworks!
i know that's kinda crazy, but i am crazy what!
so which
:)
(我还有想要爱你的冲动)
its National day eve today! (:
-sch function till 10.30am, did went !
-had performance, and luckily he did came. *grins
-can't stop laughing throughout the whole performance
-but was super high towards the end.
-thought razak didn't come, in the end he did. -.-
-still kena caught. _l_
-yeah, with laogong again and on friday again, everytime ONLY WE TWO so suay la.
-was f.pissed with blahblahblah. everytime like that. cb.
-gave razak our wallet, then went to toilet.
-waited for him for damn long, sat at foyer there till wanna doze off already.
-finally waited for him to finish his lunch then see him in office.
-gt back wallets, and he is damn funny la. this time better. (:
-went to jp to eat after that. jy and kx waited for us.
-crap and laugh alot in KFC.
-homed after that. (:
p/s: i hate the stares from you.
so she's the one huh.
i hate to not be the first to know.
i dare not ask about your past.
till this very day, i knew all about it.
it hurts to see you love her so deeply.
i realised you changed.
i looked back into your past,
the way you talked to her,
made be envy her.
i never ever get such a long msg from you.
it's so obvious that you do have something for her.
maybe there's the past,
but i do feel that something is not right
when you suddenly asked about her.
you never talked to me about girls before.
i remembered asking you about her,
when we first met,
but will your ans still be the same today?
the long waited truth seem to have revealed itself.
i thought if asking you again,
but what if you get angry,
and never talk to me again.
and i realise, its not worth trying.
if i chose to ask,
i should accept whatever i heard.
past is past,
but why do i mind so much,
when i know about it,
i semms to have lost the whole world,
i am alone.
or maybe from the start,
i've always been alone.
why is year 2008 like this?
its 2007 when we knew each other,
great yet unfamiliar.
but i do miss those times.
maybe it was just fate that i didn't get to know you earlier,
everything seems to be too late now.
i hate 2008,
can i overcome this year,
but what will it be like next year.
worst, i think.
whatever it is,
i still believe it's never possible,
because god made me fall for someone i shouldn't have fall.
and it's really a big fall,
your hands is just what i need now.
its not my fault,
yet i just feel like apologising.
i am sorry,
broke down once again.
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