You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Friday, August 22, 2008, 8/22/2008 05:57:00 PM
You don't have to do this to me, boy. ♥
( 我无法再冷静请你要倾听你是我的唯一 )
( 你离开我连一句话都不说 ♥ )
it's a firday!
finally end of the week!
today is HE practical.
(:
-went to sch earlier today,
when i go to sch earlier, that means...
(yeah, you know, i know. )
-saw laogong at busstop, faster run to find her.
cos gavin gonna start his crap again.
(don't wanna lose face ah! )
-went HE room to put food into fridge then settled down.
-went back class for physics test, sure gone case de! -.-
-then went library during eng lesson!
i am freaking high sia!
because the first book i took, is about stars de! (and i am looking for it)
-then i continue searching for my stars book,
while kexin search for her dino book.
jy must be thinking i am crazy~ LOL
-i borrowed 2 books eh, should be quite nice.
but i read the first 10pg, i dun understand. -.-
wonder if my stars book would be interseting not. (:
-and i am jumpin arounf cos i need the toilet,
went to toilet, i swear i need it urgently,
if not who wan to go that toilet. -.-
-went back class and saw 不该看到的人,
laogong walked super fast, can't see her man!
-HE PRACTICAL!
our group de 大日子!
-busy like shit, dun even have time to rest,
foget to this, forget to do that,
then everythinf very messy!
-didn't really have time to finish everything,
chiong everything last min.
-food turn out not bad, teacher bad taste la! LOL
-finished food with group members in canteen,
and we are super dirty the whole place,
we are super dirty too!
-lemon barley is super sour!
liujie dare me finish, i really finished it,
and he treated me drink! (:
i think it's really not bad ah,
if there's more, i will drink!
-finished everything and home sweet home! (:
-nap after i reached home, super shuang!
i so long never slept for so long,
and so shuang somemore le! (:
-going MOUNT FABER on sunday! (:
actually i dun feel like going. ):
today, it's the first time,
i see you,
so different from the past.
you have never sat infront,
right infront.
i have never seen you frown,
without smiles.
it seems so weird.
damn, this fucking JOCELYN TAN
still can't get use to it.
sry, if i am getting real sensitive.
i am sorry.
i care, therefore i mind so much.
everyone says you care for me,
and i shouldn't hate you,
but why do i always think that,
your care for me is just because
you are guilty.
maybe you really are.
and till today,
i only got to know that i am so scary.
so fucking scary huh.
you can flee away.
gosh, i didn't know that.
i am so sorry,
maybe you do hate me now,
because i am so senstive,
because i am so stubborn,
because i love you so much.
hate me for all you want,
maybe i will feel much more better,
maybe with that,
i can really see that you do have feelings.
but still,
i hate myself.
don't worry about me.
and its been 4 days,
and it seems like years to me.
i still have a long way to go.
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