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    Jocelyn Tan
    23 March 1994
    i always fall for anything and everything
    that i know its impossible for me to have them.


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    Sunday, September 21, 2008, 9/21/2008 07:33:00 PM



    ( i think i miss the old Jocelyn. )


    SUNDAY!
    tomorrow would be monday,
    3days later, it would be the first paper.
    i am still not prepared for the examinations. ):

    maybe be more optimistic?
    i've have confidence in myself,
    because i'm always afraid i would disappoint myself.


    i didn;t study today,
    maybe i should burn midnight oil today,
    because i feel uneasy when i didn;t touch my books. ):

    i feel stress when i see ppl working hard.

    -planned to go out to study,
    but didn't ):

    -i nap at home, then when i wake up planned to study,
    didn't too. ):

    -wasted. ):

    -went jp with mama, she bought 2 pairs of charles and keith heels,
    happy happy! purposely choose those i think not bad FOR ME de for her.
    can share can share! LOL

    -but there's a reason why i hate high heels too, a real stupid and -.- reason.
    i think i told laogong and kx before, really siao.
    because i don't like being tall.
    but i;ve always complain for being short. -.-

    -saw joker too! SHUAI! saw him yesterday too! so got FATE! LOL but i dun wan him. =x

    -i was a dictionary deliverymanwoman for the day.
    when i reached home, i remembered library got dictinary wat!
    alamak, CHEAT MY FEELINGS! LOL. hahha (:

    -sch tmr. another boring day ahead...










    i am so not in good mood these days.
    but lucky i have friends who talk nosense to cheer me up,
    but still... the most important ones wasn't with me. ):

    i looked back at kukup trip's pics,
    i think i am so different as compared.
    maybe looks, but i think i am feeling differently.
    was loved at that moment of time,
    eventhough i doubt both of us wasn't serious,
    i was so completely carefree then,
    i wonder if i changed,
    i wonder if my friends see the difference.

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