You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Monday, September 01, 2008, 9/01/2008 01:56:00 PM
its up to you.
( broken promises. )
maybe we are still young,
there's still much more storms we haven't gone through,
that explains why is it so fragile.
maybe all our undone promises will be broken,
maybe all our made promises will disappear.
don't ever conclude something,
just because you know that tiny bit of things.
you never knew what that person done.
maybe you wouldn't,
and you dont .
i might be the bitchier one,
but if you don't know anything,
don't ever push all the blame to someone.
if i am you,
i would feel hurt too,
thats why i am doing something for you.
if you tell me its the end,
i will tell you,
it will be the start of something new.
don't fucking put on a act,
like how much you love me,
but you are actually hating me deep down.
i know i'm partly in fault,
but think again,
do you know exactly know what i've done?
if you don't,
shut the fuck up,
if you still wanna go around telling me your oh-so-real story,
go head.
i don't mind being that bitch in everyone's eyes.
because i am one already.
i might be vulgar,
but i don't mean vulgar-ness.
whatever,
you wouldn't understand,
cos you never bothered too.
from the start,
i've never thought this one would be a strong one.
and from the start,
i don't even know who really wants,
who you really love,
maybe you yourself don't even know the ans.
if you don't,
i tell you,
you have no rights.
i've always thought i'm just your subsitute,
one that you goes to,
why you have no one.
i know i would be irresponsible to say this,
but have you ever revised,
ask yourself,
what you told me when i down.
you told me your oh-so-sweet love story,
and you expect me to give you a smile when i am in such state?
you might be scolding me now,
you might be crying now,
you might be full of anger now,
but don't always think about
how angry you can get,
all the faults that i had made,
ask yourself,
what if you'll in my shoes?
i admit i might not be the best,
i might not be doing what i am asking ppl to do,
i admit all of them.
i've never been perfect.
you can go ahead and look for someone else.
if you know me,
you would understand.
Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
show it to me.
there's really some problems,
like what i expected,
maybe we should go on seperate ways.
pardon every single word i said,
if you can't take it.
i dont want war,
and i am not creating one.
2 attacks in a day,
my heart can't take it.
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