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    Friday, October 03, 2008, 10/03/2008 01:07:00 PM



    ( Laogong Laogong! )





    ( Eunice ! )



    -WEDNESDAY went to have sakura buffet with mama, sis, eunice and her mum!
    -long time nv see her, super miss her man!
    -went swimming after that, chatted alot,
    both of us are so similar when it comes to love...
    -saw fake mx alot of times ! (:
    sis still say he more shuai than real de, OBJECT! =x
    -went to mac to study with eunice and sis. =x
    -mums went for facial ! LOL


    -THURSAY!
    - went to school
    -called mama, explain everything to her, NV SCOLD ! (:
    -still talked to me and tell me newspaper de news.

    DID YOU GUYS HEARD ABOUT THE 15 years old GIRL THAT JUMPED DOWN THE BUILDING?

    mama was freaking scare,so she keep tell me about the news. -.-

    -studied in library with jy and laogong.
    -saw Yichin! (:
    -we always talked about the "breathing" thingy, and will laugh like siao.
    -went for tution together that.
    -after tution accompany laogong and jy eat dinner and met mama after that.
    -met with mama and she faster pass me the newspaper article. 世上的妈妈都是一样的


    I LOVE GIRLFRIENDS.
    WE DO CRAZY STUFFS TOGETHER,
    LAUGH TOGETHER,
    BITCH TOGETHER.

    (:


    FRIDAY!
    -had maths paper 1 and history paper today!
    -history, gone case!
    -i didn't finish the paper!
    -raa! anw, i am not gonna be a history student!
    -just studying for the exams can already make me go gaga.
    -didn't study yesterday night. i fell asleep cos too tired,
    yesterdaygt tuition and nv nap dao ):
    -BUT ! luckily, 老天救了我! i woke up exactly at 1am and i remember i haven study,
    i fell asleep. then i studied till 2am and went back to sleep.
    if i didn't wake up, i would not be able to study a single thing.
    THANK GOD AH! (:

    -maths paper 1 was alright, but maybe a warning to warn us that paper2 will be a killer paper?

    -homed after papers. (:











    Wouldn't be blogging oftenly cos next week whole week gt paper.
    i don't think i will have the time to touch the computer,
    i am so gonna hug my books everywhere i go.
    5 more papers to go.
    All the best, PEOPLE!

    N' levels is ending soon, so shuang ):
    surely gt ppl haolian to me again~
























    Oct 1, 2008
    BUKIT BATOK DOUBLE DEATHS
    2 found dead near HDB block
    Can of glue found where teen, brother's friend apparently fell from

    By Sujin Thomas




    Family members of Mernel Koh and Mr Eddy Afendi gather to identify their bodies at the spot where they were found. -- ST PHOTO: TERENCE TAN



    A CAN of industrial glue in a plastic bag was left on a stool found at a staircase landing in a Bukit Batok block. Near it were two pairs of slippers.
    Nine storeys down, the broken bodies of a 15-year-old girl and a man, aged 22, lay on the ground near Block 127 in Bukit Batok West Avenue 6.

    They were found lying side by side, both clad in T-shirts and shorts.

    ( RIP )



    ( RIP )



    Police are investigating the double deaths. Among the evidence they took away with them was the can of glue, the slippers and the wooden stool which were found on the staircase landing between the 9th and 10th storeys of the block.

    The dead teenager, Mernel Koh, was a Secondary 2 student at Fairfield Methodist Secondary School.

    The Chinese Indonesian man found beside her, Mr Eddy Afendi, was her older brother's friend. Mernel lived a few blocks away while Mr Eddy was said to live in Bukit Panjang.

    At the crime scene yesterday afternoon, shell-shocked relatives and friends were there to identify the bodies.

    Mernel's mother was seen weeping uncontrollably at the void deck and had to be propped up by relatives.

    A woman, who looked to be in her 30s, identified Mr Eddy's body and was crying in the arms of a man who was with her.

    Mernel's 19-year-old boyfriend, who wanted to be known only as Fairuz, said he had spoken to her on Monday night and did not sense anything amiss.

    Fairuz said Mernel regarded Mr Eddy as her 'godfather' and would often spend time with him on weekends. He said he did not know if she was a glue- sniffer and sounded surprised when told a can of glue had been found near where the two had apparently fallen from.

    A resident, Mr Rosman Ahmad-Dini, 39, said he came out of his house to check what was happening when he heard ambulance sirens just past noon yesterday.

    He went down the flight of stairs and saw the chair, slippers and plastic bag. When the police arrived, he led them to the spot. 'The policeman pulled out a can of glue from the bag,' he said.

    Dying from glue sniffing is rare, according to the Central Narcotics Bureau (CNB). However, there have been a few cases in the Coroner's Court over the past two years where people who had fallen from height had apparently sniffed glue before they died.

    Cases of inhalant abuse among youth here are on the rise. The CNB said 352 glue-sniffers were caught in the first half of this year, and 644 nabbed last year. In 2006, it was 403. Glue-sniffers can die of suffocation from even their first whiff. Inhalant abuse damages the brain, muscles, nerves and organs and causes hallucinations, anxiety and restlessness.

    Yesterday evening, Fairfield principal Victor Owyong said the school was saddened by the death of a 'friendly, sociable and outgoing' student.

    Her former classmate Melody Soh, 15, who was at the Bukit Batok block yesterday, told The Straits Times: 'I don't know why this happened. Eddy treated her like his own daughter.'

    Adapted from : http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_284645.html?vgnmr=1 .




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    Her blog url , http://mernel.blogspot.com , but its been privated now.
    Please offer your condolences to her .


    To Mernel Koh & Eddy Afendi , rest in peace , where ever you are , I will pray
    for you , hope you're living in a better place right now ,
    I offer my condolences to you .




    ( 她身边的朋友很亲人都应该很伤心吧,
    虽然不能做些什么,
    但还是觉得大家应该振作起来,
    不要让她担心了.
    不管怎么样,
    敏儿, 安息吧! )

    Was really sad to see this news,
    teared when i saw the article. ):
    After reading several blogposts on this incident.
    I can't describe how i feel,
    but although i don't know them at all,
    i still feel for them .
    especially the girl, Mernel.
    its our loss, to lose such a nice girl around us.

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