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    Jocelyn Tan
    23 March 1994
    i always fall for anything and everything
    that i know its impossible for me to have them.


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    Sunday, October 19, 2008, 10/19/2008 10:41:00 PM

    ON HIATUS.






    Maybe i just don't have the mood to blog,
    but doesn't want my blog to be dead.


    I thinking i'm going MIA for a short period of time.
    i'm feeling very dead these days.

    i on my comp,
    but i appeared off9,
    although i really feel like talking to someone.
    ( so you know, i'm always appearing off9 )

    i went to bugis with eunice and nigel on sat.
    beautiful tops and dresses are calling calling out to me,
    but i don't feel like buying them down.

    i suddenly stop replying to all messages.
    i'm so sorry guys.

    i suddenly walk away from the television,
    and lie on my bed,
    doing nothing.

    i crap like a crazy woman,
    but suddenly i quiet down,
    and walk alone,
    leaving everyone behind.

    now, i hate everybody i should love,
    that i seems to love them,
    but actually i'm not.

    i don't even know why the hell i'm not sleeping,
    when actually i am very tired.






    i really don't know what's happening to me.
    i wish i don't even have to go back to school,
    and even step out of the house,
    but i need to.

    p/s: i will be back real soon with updates. (:







    我真的累了,
    很多人觉得我不象是有很多烦恼的人,
    因为我常常都象个疯婆.
    在很多人眼里,
    我一点都不完美,
    我都认了.
    我的人生一点都不完美,
    因为我找不到快了,
    就象是简单的; 好朋友.
    我可以肯定的说,
    我没有这福气.
    可能时间还不对,
    对的人还没出现.
    如果你觉得我有很多朋友,
    错.
    可能是找不到真正的朋友吧,
    可能因为我太自私了.
    我讨厌身边的朋友把自己说得不管什么事, 都一定会在我的身边,
    但是我需要他们时,
    我找不到任何人,
    最后只是自己一个人.

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