You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Thursday, October 16, 2008, 10/16/2008 08:37:00 PM
She had the whole field to herself
Miles to walk and explore
It was all hers for the taking
And yet, in the end
she found herself alone
THURSDAY.
-no school. (:
-but... i rather there's school. =x
-went orchard. luckily it rain.
-i didn't have to walk to cine, the weather is cooling.
-such a bad day, but something to be happy about...
-i've gt my high waist shorts. (:
-i wanna go bugis and fareast to shop.
-i want to watch soooo many movies... ( housebunny, connected, coffin, butterfly lovers)
-holidays faster come! 1 more week to go, or to be specific, 4 days.
-and i will be
-SHIT! there's still guzheng. freaking 11 lessons during holidays.
-but too bad, i wouldn't be so guai to go for all lessons. Depend on my mood la~
-getting back results tmr. i think i'm gonna be damn disappointed with my results.
p/s: i didn't know i am so ll. giving ppl such ll replies.
i didn't know you hate ll people.
p/p/s: does alone = independent?
tell me it is, so that i will feel better.
我知道为什么不想和你说话,
我不知道为什么不想听你的电话,
可能太在意你说的话了,
被你的话影响了,
我还以为这就是我们以前说话的样子,
没想到我错了.
不想管你,不是因为没感觉了,
就是因为还有感觉,
不想在妨碍你了.
因为我今天学到了一句话,
"真正的爱是不求回报的".
一天一天慢慢的过,
虽然感觉没淡,
但是也渐渐的觉得我没什么可以做的,
因为你一次一次的跟我说话,
我越来越怕,
不想回答你.
我知道你没变,
只是对我的方式变了.
可能你从没察觉到,
我一直都没离开过.
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