You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Friday, November 14, 2008, 11/14/2008 04:46:00 PM
-Guzheng lesson today was
-practice Guzheng till 11+ going to 12 then went to break!
-after break, everybody gather around lianglaoshi to hear him say ghost stories!
-he said alot alot alot lo! super scary la!
-he still suddenly "boo! " , scare us. -.-
-didn't practice anymore after that, dismiss straight!
-if every Guzheng lesson also like that jiu hao ah~
-went back with kx, siewteng, herwen then we continue talking about ghosts and such.
-they talk alot about Genting de first world hotel, super scary la! ):
-i will be staying there leh! ):
-went POPULAR bought stuff and accompany kx home!
-we saw one family wanna take the lift jiu faster catch up with them,
so the kx wouldn't so scare to take the lift alone!
-after that i went home alone!
the lift auto open. Dont care jiu faster go in and dun dare look up! -.-
I AM SO BRAVE RIGHT!
luckily sis at home, if not i surely dun dare come back.
but no difference also, she's sleeping liek a pig. -.-
p/s: i also wanna go haunted house
Just kidding! but very curious ah!
p/p/s: and luckily i don't have 3 lines on my little finger!
Do you?
CHECK IT OUT NOW! lol.
p/p/p/s: I WANT TO GO HONGKONG WITH CHISENG, NO MONEY AH ! ):
Don't ever blame someone for being perfect,
But blame yourself for not being perfect.
i've nv said i'm perfect and
nobody ever said or think i am.
the one who said i am perfect or even more than perfect is you.
no one agree with you.
Did i ever mention i don't like people who are jealous of me?
did i ever hate you because you are jealous of me?
i just don't understand what's there to be jealous?
i've nth to let you be jealous of.
i've never wanted them to praise me or love me,
they did it.
if you want them to love you or to care for you,
the more you should show them that you are worth their care,
not stand here and bark and let ppl pity you,
you scold me, you hate me, because you are jealous?
if you yourself know this is childish, just stop it?
you're doing this now, you will just make them have a worse impression on you.
maybe you should do some soul searching yourself,
to lose ppl who love and care for you.
just because you think their life is way better than yours?
then trust me, you will regret.
i don't mind losing someone who is blood-bonded with me,
who is my childhood mate,
because this friend and sister of mine push me away when i'm helping her,
and she just think that because everyone love me,
and nobody love her,
she don't wanna be with me.
have you ever used your common sense and think?
do you mean that you only befriend with ppl that looks uglier than you, have the worst temper and stuff?
don't you find everything you said and do unreasonable and hurting innocent parties?
seriuosly, i just don't think i should be called a slut, bitch, betrayer, fucker or whatever cheebye,
just because YOU THINK i am way better than you.
i'm not afraid of you saying that i'm thickskin or whatever,
but i just wanna say, I'M INNOCENT, so is your mother.
and i think everyone thinks so,
i'm just sorry to say that YOU ARE THE ONE who should be scolded and stuff,
because you did evrything to hurt ppl and losing your loved ones,
accept it because you started it.