You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Monday, December 01, 2008, 12/01/2008 05:53:00 PM
MONDAY.
should i say its a nice day to start the week? or rather a sad day?
-Its a great day with girlfriends, once again, we crap and laugh like how we do in the past. (:
-went to jp with girlfriends for guzheng file and have lunch together.
-Guzheng started late today, didn't practice much, discuss about Friday's bbq instead.
-a rather different atmosphere during lesson today, a different expression on every member's face.
-FRIDAY, a day i no longer longed for, i hope this day will never come.
-no matter what, i will be there on friday because that would be the last day every single one of us gather round you and listen to your ghosts stories.
-i
this week will be the last week he will be teaching us.
he will be leaving for LONDON next year, for 3 years, not months, not day. ):
that means wednesday and friday will be the last 2 lessons with him.
its already 2 years since he taught us,
thinking back of the day he first came to teach us, our first guzheng teacher.
i remember how i hated Guzheng the past 2 years, i regret now.
i feel like differently now, i miss guzheng, i want to go for his lessons,
and i will miss him teaching us.
i feel so bad when i hate him so much that i wanted to quit this cca,
and i skip lessons just because i don't want to see him.
i guessed he changed, he become someone better, someone that people appreciate.
i believe every one of us in the group hate him,
but now, i can sense that no one wants him to leave.
2 years, performances and pratices, you are there with us.
You scold, you joke, you praise, you nag.
no one has ever thought of the day you do say you will be leaving.
i thought you would accompany us for SYF, for future performance,
now, i rather someone to stress me for a gold medal.
3 years later, when you are back again,
will you still remember us?
梁老师, 对不起, 也谢谢你,
可能我没勇气说出来,
你也听不见,
但我们都不想你走.
我今天最后悔的事就是没法把古筝练到最好,
但是我想说,
我的进步就是送你最好的礼物.
我能很确定下一个老师比不上你的所有.
我不想星期天的到来, 因为我不想你走,
不想最后一次听你说故事,
不想最后一次被你骂,
不想最后一次听你笑, 看你笑,
不想最后一次看你取笑团员们.
没想到我不是被你骂哭,
而是舍不得你, 哭了.
现在我知道为什么人人都叫我珍惜身边的人,
现在要珍惜也不能了,
今天的我体会了,
原来曾经恨一个人, 后来才知道那个人的重要和意义.
不管什么, 三年后, 我要在见你.
三年后, 我想在叫你一声 "梁老师".
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