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    Jocelyn Tan
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    Friday, August 07, 2009, 8/07/2009 03:03:00 PM
    我好想你, 你知道吗?



    Its friday!
    National day celebration, not as good as last year!
    super sian,
    and so many things happened! ):
    i can't see the people i want to see , i can't talk to the people i want to talk....
    Monday's a holiday, long weekend,
    but i think Kexin is enjoying her "almost 1week holiday"! lol
    thurs+fri+sat+sun+mon=5days!
    next time go see doctor on thursday! haha

    i'm going for tuition later! past 2weeks, tuition was very peaceful,
    which made me super not used to it! hope today's lesson will be NOISY and CRAPPY! haha

    going to ahma house on sunday! buffet! :D
    i miss cousins! ):
    recite the pledge at 8.22pm, whenever you are!
    wonder how wil lit be like!
    will you guys do it?

    and i'm so not in the mood because i;m missing so many ppl... ):

    I miss this guy the most!
    just a sudden sad feeling i have?
    i don't know why, maybe i not saying fake jonghyun can affect my mood too! ):
    and i don't know why i miss KIM JONG HYUN especially much today,
    to the extent that when i watch the video of him singing PLEASE DON'T GO,
    and going through his pictures, i'm on the urge of breaking down. ):
    hope everything is fine on his side, and he is well.





    I chanced upon this news...
    which made me super worry + angry + sad! ):

    There is a 2nd TVXQ…
    Girls’ Generation’s Yoona has a 13-year contract…
    Super Junior has 5~13-year contracts…
    The Idols that do debut must pay for the ones that don’t

    After three members of TVXQ filed for a Exclusive Contract Validity Suspension and Provisional Disposition Request and revealed the ugly truth behind their contracts, a storm has begun in the entertainment business. The attention has spread to other entertainment agencies that debut singers as Asia’s top idol group and Korea’s top entertainment agency have a dispute over contracts; the scandalous debate of ’slave contracts’ between celebrities and their agencies continues.

    What Going on in the Kpop Industry?

    It was found that Girls’ Generation’s Yoona’s contract was the same length as TVXQ’s 13-year contract. The members of Super Junior each have a contract that lasts between 5 and 13 years. The contracts of the members of ‘SHINee’ lasted from 6 to 13 years. This singers all work under SM Entertainment.


    my views on this is...
    I rather there's no SHINee than to see JongHyun suffer for 13years,
    and not being able to live a normal and simple life like the others,
    like getting into a relationship and getting married, go shopping with friends,
    and stay with his family.
    am i selfish to have this thinking?
    that's what i truly feel.

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