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    Jocelyn Tan
    23 March 1994
    i always fall for anything and everything
    that i know its impossible for me to have them.


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    Monday, October 19, 2009, 10/19/2009 11:57:00 PM
    Like glass, a human's heart is so weak


    ask me about my life for these days, and i will shock you with my answer.
    i can't believe i'm able to pul through these days without...
    its a miracle.
    i wanna blog, but i don't what to blog about. -.-

    My SHINee photobooks!
    i treat them like my precious, the first few days when i got them,
    they slept right beside me on my bed!
    (actually, another reason is because i have no space to keep them!)

    don't underestimate them, they are so BIG and HEAVY!
    not normal A4 size books man!
    and each is like 100+ going 200 pages~

    the quality are GOOD! got POSTCARDS and CD!
    did i say both books cost me $80+ ?
    but its worth, cause SHINee DAY is now OOS! ~

    My eye candies. :D




    SHINee YEAR OF US album should be out today.
    but its delayed. ):
    but fret not, cause i GOT ALL THEIR SONGS IN MY MP3 already!
    they are already DIGITALLY RELEASED. LOL.
    but i'm still gonna get them! ~
    spent again & again.
    i've always wonder what my parents think,
    and my conclusion is....
    My parents will think this way: other ppl's daughter spend money on shopping,
    my daughter spends money on IDOLS.
    dunno wanna cry or joy.





    JONG sings : Nothing can stop me from loving.



    p/s: just finished 3 episodes of idol show. yes, i wanna finish ALL! i think is 17 ep? not sure too.
    i know i can do it cause i'm so free now! haha.


    watching them is good, because the more i watched, the more is seems like nothing have changed, nobody have left, everybody are here, and 2PM is 7. thats what i feel when i watch it or after that, but after some time the smile is wiped off, because i knew, this isn't it, its so imperfect now.



    Don't be silly girl, you're my miracle.
    (nice? i think so too, i don't know why i love this phrase especially much when i listen to RING DING DONG)

    sometimes it depends on who said it and how much he/she means it.

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