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    Saturday, November 21, 2009, 11/21/2009 11:18:00 PM
    MAMA. You made me cry.

    *updated with eng subbed videos.
    the eng subbed ones made me teared up again. ):
    just a "Jaebum hyung" from the boys,
    i feel the pain. ):



    I will just share the good news with everyone,
    after all the crying,
    i have no mood to blog anymore.
    my eyes hurts sooo much now.
    watch the first video and i swear you will start tearing.
    Wooyoung is tearing so badly,

    random comment from YOUTUBE.
    "wow. heart breaking. wooyoung looks like he has been through a lot and also the person who was most affected by jaebum's departure."
    i agree.

    Chansung and Junho cried too, omg, my baby boys! ):


    Group 2PM attended the 2009 Mnet Asia Music Award [MAMA] and recieved two awards with tears.

    On the 21st 2PM went to seoul stadium for the MAMA member Junsu 'I’m so grateful that we are able to get such a big award, And I really wanted to say this but even though he isn’t here with us But I have been training with him for 4 years and I want to be able to share this great moment with him'. also Chansung said to JAEBUM 'I love you' still showing this care for him which has not changed.

    Also Taekyeon 'we’ve only been in 2PM for about over 1 year and we are so grateful to get such a big award' Junho expressed his feelings 'there have been a lot of things going on but our Hottest fans have stuck by us and supported us Thankyou'.

    2PM recieved 2 awards 'Best male group and Best Artist of the Year'.




    Artist of the year, 2PM.




    *Saw the what taec's hand is doing @ 1:48?
    he's showing jay's height.
    you get what i mean?
    you get what he mean?

    Junsu: "...Although he is not here but Jay, who spent 4 years with me, shared that time with me to practice..."

    ..Jay, the leader of our team, i wanna share this honor with him..."

    Chansung: "JaeBeom hyung, you're watching right? Saranghae!"


    Best Male group, 2PM.


    Translation.
    Taec: First we want to thank JY hyung and our company's president and vice-president. And our entire JYP family - Wonder Girls, 2AM,
    Someone whispers: Joo.
    Taec: Joo.
    Someone: And Jaebum hyung.
    Taec: Jaebum hyung. Jaebum hyung, if you're watching, we're waiting for you, so hurry up and come back. And to Hottest, we love you. Thank you! And ??? Thank you.



    2PM's performance on MAMA.




    p/s: #7mem2PM is a TT now on Twitter. HOTTESTS are goona make it 1st, for 2PM and for Jay.

    p/s: i really miss Jay badly now, if he appears right in front of me now,
    i am gonna hug him as tight as possible and not let go even if rotten eggs are thrown at me. ):

    Jay, not only did your hyungs cried on the stage, khottests cried below the stage, ihottests cried at home, but even other artists are crying.
    you know how much you're missed?
    be back soon alright, we know you're watching.
    Saranghae.

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