You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Tuesday, January 05, 2010, 1/05/2010 10:01:00 PM
i feel something whenever we looked at each other &...
why would i get so worry because its snowing heavily in korea.
not because of SHINee, 2PM, beast or whatever, not idols.
i think everyone must be thinking i'm referring to JongHyun.
why did i broke down when i saw you or is it just someone that looks like you on the news.
why am i staying up till now to watch the news again and to check if its really you.
why do i miss you so much when you might have forgotten me.
why did i felt such a strong attraction when i first saw you.
why do i dread to return, without you here.
why are you leaving such a deep impression in me when i have never had an conversation with you.
why having eye contacts with you can make me breathless, my heart skips a beat every single time.
why are your smiles etched so deeply in my heart and i can't forget.
why do i hate it when any other guys smokes but not you.
why did i decided not to wear as much as i can to keep myself warm after seeing you not warmly-wrapped too.
why didn;t i mind suffering in the cold with you.
why do i dread to wake up whenever i dream of you.
why did i cry when i left.
why am i writing all this when i know people are gonna treat me as falling into another infatuation.
why did i lost interest in people i thought i wouldn't after i met you.
why do i see you as perfect when others don't.
why did i defend you when others said you aren;t good enough.
why do i feel the urge to prove to others that i'm serious.
why am i so afraid i would forget your looks, you voice and the memories.
why does 2weeks 2days felt like 200years when i don't see you around.
why am i even asking myself all these questions.
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