You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Wednesday, January 06, 2010, 1/06/2010 10:58:00 PM
Sometimes you just have to leave it up to...
"Tears are words the heart can't say"-quoted from Joanne's pm.
i've got a chance in front of me, but i'm gonna give it a pass.
but at least i know he know.
i least i got this, its better than nothing.
i feel so much safer now.
at least i know you're doing well.
i feel useless at times,
but i have got all myself to blame.
i act as if i don't care but actually i do.
and i realise,
its exactly because i can't do anything,
thats why i'm feeling so miserable,
because i know i've got the way, but i just can't do it.
because i know i miss you, but i can't fly there.
because i know i love, but nothing will come out of it.
because i know its impossible.
but still, i believe in fate, and i tell myself,
nothing will be impossible, because we never know what will happen in future.
This might be a self-consolation, but it might also lead me to where and who i really wanna be/be with.
You just have to wait,
because good stuffs don't come back easily.
and i'm willing to overcome any obstacles and challenges given,
because i know eventually, i will reach there.
and i think i learn alot through this, and you.
even if i really don't reach my destination,
at least i know there's this person who once made so much changes in my life.
and i broke down once again,
just how many people are there that can make you tear so much,
that person must be so special.
Labels: Fate