You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Monday, February 01, 2010, 2/01/2010 08:13:00 PM
My baby is in sg like after 2years.
i was supposed to do hw using the comp,
but i went to SHINee fansites for pictures,
and i'm in the SHINee mood now,
but i will control.
so here's SOME pics taken yesterday.
i wouldn;t post all up,
i don't have the time to do that too.
didn't take lots of pictures too,
and my camera isnt any DSLR,
so no super CLEAR to the max pics,
but i've been telling myself again and again,
that i shouldnt be greedy,
i should count myself lucky for everything that has happened,
like the aiport and fansign.
its the moment you captured not with your camera but with your heart! (:
p/s: i have mixed feelings after the fansign, and after going to the airport.
i'm not 100% happy but neither am i 100% upset.
i wouldn't say my reason to this.
Because its him, and because its for him, i know and i will...
JJONG's autograph. i've got 2albums now at home, with and without signature.
and yeah, this fansign cost me $60.
but after that, i forgot about it,
didn't feel the pain at all,
how cool,
power of LOVEEEE! (:
this precious scratch card here is like so precious,
its given randomly and i didnt get JJONG's,
and nobody wants to exchange with me cause my baby is just sooooo loved by soooo many people.
and i almost cried, cause i'm so afraid i can't get to see my baby.
then i approach this kind soul after soooo many other failed attempts to trade my card with,
scratched her card for her and when i saw "JONGHYUN",
i went "AH, CAN EXCHANGE WITH YOU, PLEASEEEEEEEE!"
and startedpulling the card from her,
i mean i think she don't mind getting Taemin's one also,
cause she didn't really reject me, so this is how i got it,
i;m so happy i almost wanted to kiss her!
so happy i almost cried la! ):
this precious scratch card here is like so precious,
its given randomly and i didnt get JJONG's,
and nobody wants to exchange with me cause my baby is just sooooo loved by soooo many people.
and i almost cried, cause i'm so afraid i can't get to see my baby.
then i approach this kind soul after soooo many other failed attempts to trade my card with,
scratched her card for her and when i saw "JONGHYUN",
i went "AH, CAN EXCHANGE WITH YOU, PLEASEEEEEEEE!"
and started
i mean i think she don't mind getting Taemin's one also,
cause she didn't really reject me, so this is how i got it,
i;m so happy i almost wanted to kiss her!
so happy i almost cried la! ):
Labels: I'm selfish.