You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010, 3/10/2010 02:56:00 PM
I still have something to say to you....
But there's so much i have left to say.
I'm blogging because i'm asked to!
My dear Jiaying said she visits my blog EVERYDAY and its always not updated!
Seriously, i've nothing to updated!
Every 24h of mine will be either at home or in school.
so i've nothing interesting about my life,
if i do, of course i'm will blog! (:
march holidays are coming,
but it seems like there's no holiday with so many suppl classes,
almost everyday.
didn't expect to enjoy during this holiday too.
So, NO EXPECTATION = NO DISAPPOINTMENT
if you ask me if there's really anything interesting,
i will say... SHINee is coming back to Sg again!
Eawards this saturday, with SHINee and JJ performance,
of course other artists like XIAO GUI and alot more.
this are just those whom i'm more interested in! (:
Birthday is coming too, not looking forward to it,
like i said, don't wanna expect too much,
don't wanna be disappointed.
but maybe i'm already disappointed,
because i'm so spending it in Singapore,
and in Singapore, i don't see...
whatever.
it will be never ending if i start talking about it. ):
i'm not fine these days,
i encounter problems at home, i encounter problems in school.
how bad is this. ):
but sometimes i wonder if i'm just overreacting.
whatever it is, what's gotta happen, will happen one day,
no matter how good i'm in avoiding it, i still got to face it.
i want to try my best,
i'm trying my best,
but every single thing you're doing,
its all against me,
with your opposition,
how are we suppose to get along well,
and go back to normal,
so i don't have to hesitate when i wanna call you,
so that i don't have to turn away when i got the eye contact,
so that i don't have to bring myself to look at all your actions,
so that i don't have to see others suffer,
so that i don't feel the pain when i hear you coughing,
so that i wouldn't fall for you quiet and serious side
and realise this isn't the true you.
and so that i know how i should react when i come face to face with you.
with all that had happened, all i wish is just the minimum treatment from you.
p/s: Eventhough you are not right at my side, Don't forget me...