You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Thursday, July 15, 2010, 7/15/2010 07:52:00 PM
Fake a smile.
Kaifeng taught me this....:/)
FAKE A SMILE.
And for the first time, i can't even fake that smile.
Things are so bad that i can't even bring myself to fake it.
What i need isn't a listening ear,
because i never know how to put my feelings into words.
Maybe its the person that is telling you "everything is gonna be alright" that isn't right,
that's why you aren't feeling any better.
i'm feeling so terrible that i just wish i could switch my phone off and not entertain any messages tonight, but i remember a email forwarded to me...
"I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for your grief. "
That no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for your grief. "
maybe i shouldn't be this selfish, i should reply to the messages coming in.
MAYBE.
maybe you can't be too possessive.
MAYBE.
maybe you should let go of certain things in life.
MAYBE.
maybe you should care less about the people in the past, who didn't make it to your future.
MAYBE.
maybe all the causes of my moodiness now, are WORTHLESS.
MAYBE.
maybe i should stop typing this post, and go for a run.
i need it badly, if problems can be lost through sweat.
MAYBE.
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p/s: its been 130days.
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