I'll hold on to my hope.

Sometimes you just have to smile, pretend everything's okay, hold back all the tears and just walk away.

damn, why is it so true.

did my yesterday just got put in words?

every word, every meaning it carried,

its just so yesterday.

and the scenes came flashing back again.

the only difference is...

hold back all the tears, pretend everything's okay, walked away, smile.

the order.

i've been thinking, if i really did successfully surprised you,

would things be different now?

would things even turn awkward?

would i be worrrying every now and then over every single thing?

Trust me, the feeling sucks.

i'd exchange half of my life span, in return for a time machine.

You don't know how much i regretted.

You don't know my intention.

You don't know how much that means to me.

You don't know how bad i'm feeling now.

You don't know how sensitive i'm.

You don't know how insecure i feel.

You don't know how afraid i'm.

You don't know how tired i'm.

You don't know how worried i'm.

You don't know how much it affected me.

You don't know how much i expected.

You don't know how disappointed i'm.

You don't know how much i hated myself.

You don't know how hard it is for me.

You don't know i knew.

Besides thinking of Jonghyun, Jocelyn is...