You always admire what you really don't understand.
Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan
23 March 1994
i always fall for anything and everything
that i know its impossible for me to have them.
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Saturday, June 04, 2011, 6/04/2011 10:55:00 PM
You stay, I leave.
If one day I get married, I wouldn't give my kids this kind of shit. Although quarrels and conflicts do arise in a marriage, I swear I will remind myself constantly that I wouldn't be screaming my lungs out just because of money issues during a fight. This is stupid. Maybe this is the one and only reason I think rich is good. If one couple is rich, they would hire maid, they wouldn't mind so much about money and they wouldn't freaking quarrel like how the two did at my house. I'm prepared, trust me, I really, few years ago, I already am. I don't wanna choose, cause either one is completely right and wrong, and if I ever choose, one day, I would have a new family, no?
I rather stay alone, sis would wanna follow me, but even if she don't, I still prefer staying alone, just provide me with my living expenses cause I don't think I wanna work and study and suffer just because of you adults.
How will my life be few years down the road?
Will I be someone you wouldn't recognise because I do change into a bad girl?
My wedding, will my parents be sitting seperately?
I'm not forcing them to stay together for the sake of sis and me.
Forget it, I will leave it up to them, just let me know the conclusion.
Frankly speaking, I have something I don't like and like about each of them, that's why I ain't choosing.
I want to grow up, be an adult, have my own career and own family. I'm serious. If I need to go through all this shit for I don't know how many more years, let doomsday be tmr then.
Although I do really love to have my own family, and be a grandmother.
I don't know what I'm crapping, but I just thought I wouldn't wanna be like them when I'm married, maybe it's too early to say but I will try not to, I'm serious, because I'm disturbed by it.
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