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    Jocelyn Tan
    23 March 1994
    i always fall for anything and everything
    that i know its impossible for me to have them.


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    Monday, July 11, 2011, 7/11/2011 11:04:00 PM
    800th post.

    How much do you understand me?
    Do you really think you can feel me?

    i don't think so.

    Do you know how much i miss secondary school?
    You don't.

    Do you know how much i wanna meet my girls?
    You don't.

    Do you know how guilty i feel everytime i reject my friends who ask me out?
    You don't.

    Do you know how bad i feel whenever i'm not out with my friends, but i see them having fun?
    You don't.

    Do you know how much i wanna have some family time?
    You don't.

    Do you know how worried i am for studies?
    You don't.

    Do you know how much i miss my classmates in secondary school?
    You don't.

    Do you know how much i miss my every single one in my secondary school?
    You don't.

    Do you know i feel so upset that i'm not that good in my Korean language?
    You don't.

    Do you know how much i wanna do well in my korean language class, go for the exam, do well and get a certificate?
    You don't.

    Do you know how empty i feel?
    You don't.

    Do you know i feel ugly?
    You don't.

    Do you know i feel inferior about everything in poly?
    You don't.

    Do you know how much i wanna know how true people are?
    You don't.

    Do you know the attention i got isn't the attention i want from the right person?
    You don't.

    Do you know i don't think i'm worth anything?
    You don't.

    Do you know what i'm really feeling inside when i smile?
    You don't.

    Do you know i'm tired of everything?
    You don't.

    Do you know how much i wished for someone's understanding?
    You don't.

    Do you know something is missing in me?
    You don't.
    I don't too.

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