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You always admire what you really don't understand.
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Please love me or I'll be gone.
Jocelyn Tan |
Monday, July 11, 2011, 7/11/2011 11:04:00 PM
800th post.
How much do you understand me?Do you really think you can feel me? i don't think so. Do you know how much i miss secondary school? You don't. Do you know how much i wanna meet my girls? You don't. Do you know how guilty i feel everytime i reject my friends who ask me out? You don't. Do you know how bad i feel whenever i'm not out with my friends, but i see them having fun? You don't. Do you know how much i wanna have some family time? You don't. Do you know how worried i am for studies? You don't. Do you know how much i miss my classmates in secondary school? You don't. Do you know how much i miss my every single one in my secondary school? You don't. Do you know i feel so upset that i'm not that good in my Korean language? You don't. Do you know how much i wanna do well in my korean language class, go for the exam, do well and get a certificate? You don't. Do you know how empty i feel? You don't. Do you know i feel ugly? You don't. Do you know i feel inferior about everything in poly? You don't. Do you know how much i wanna know how true people are? You don't. Do you know the attention i got isn't the attention i want from the right person? You don't. Do you know i don't think i'm worth anything? You don't. Do you know what i'm really feeling inside when i smile? You don't. Do you know i'm tired of everything? You don't. Do you know how much i wished for someone's understanding? You don't. Do you know something is missing in me? You don't. I don't too. Labels: Do you? |