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    Jocelyn Tan
    23 March 1994
    i always fall for anything and everything
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    Thursday, July 07, 2011, 7/07/2011 11:11:00 PM

    I just had a good cry while talking to kexin on whatsapp.

    I'm really so afraid of losing my girls. And now that I'm in poly, I hardly find someone that resembles them and match my character.
    Its like we just don't have the same thinking, the same liking, not like when I was in sec sch, I have my girls beside me, we always have the same thing on mind.

    Maybe it's been 4years with them, that's why I'm so used to their style and now....

    I love my poly friends, I do. Its just we're different. I love hanging out with them though.

    I don't know what's the point of my post.

    But I think,
    If you do extremely well in your studies, or be very successful in your career,
    But you don't have your loved ones with you, you don't have anyone.
    What's the point?
    Its like you have nothing at all.

    I'm not a good friend, maybe that's why I don't have the confidence in myself in maintaining my friendships, that's why I'm worrying so much.

    I fail badly as a friend.
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